I don't know why....

Here it goes...

My life....why me? One year ago on July 24th, 2009...I woke up to a second chance at life. Not many people live through what I went through...they say 7% survive sudden cardiac arrest outside of the hospital. Not great odds if you actually think about it..would you go into surgery with a 7% chance of surviving? I know I wouldn't!

I didn't have a choice in the matter, but I came out on top!

My life has forever been changed since that week of hell last year!

It took me a long time to figure out why I was brought back...I always thought I had a purpose to fulfill but I have come to the realization that I was saved for another reason. It was to have a relationship with God..the one who saved me! I know there are great plans for me...but I couldn't do any of them without Him in my life. So, here is what I have done with this life in the past year that has been granted an extension......

1. Became a Christian.

2. Bought my first house.

3. Celebrated life with firefighters and many friends :)

4. Became a campaigner for the YMCA - was rookie of the year!

5. Shared my story with the Go Red for Women campaign in Denver and raised $380 for them.

6. Became a CPR instructor.

7. Became very involved in the American Heart Association -

- Did the Heart Walk,

- Volunteered on 3 committees-sponsorship, silent auction, and passion

- Shared my story as a survivor

- Did a photo shoot as part of a traveling survivor gallery around Colorado Springs

- My story and photos will be presented in the Gazette paper on August 22 in a 22 page spread

for Go RED for Women

8. Threw out the first pitch at a Sky Sox baseball game for a massive CPR training event

9. Was interview by 3 TV stations, 2 of which aired on the 10 o'clock news and 1 for the CSFD to use

for a training video for CPR

10. Got my Masters Degree in Curriculum and Instruction

So, that sums it up for the big things..for the things that really matter....having dinner at friends house, playing five straight, watching movies, watching tv shows like lost, survivor, weeds with my girls, the long hikes with friends just talking about everything and nothing, spending time with the kids - Maggie, Jack, Ian, Ben, Delanie, Levi, Daniel, going to church with friends and family, bike rides all summer, girls night out, birthday parties, just lovin' on the people that mean the most to me.

I couldn't survive this life without the amazing friends and family that surround me.

A year has come and gone...a once in a lifetime event..as one of my good friends stated...

It's time to live life like you're dying...cuz guess what? You are!

I'm glad that I am here to do all these things with all the people I love...truly know that I love all of you from the depths of my big ol' wacky HEART!

4th of July Craziness....

I'm not sure how many people still follow my blog...it was originally set up for family and friends when I lived in Korea. I'm wondering if people still check in on my blog..would you leave me a comment to let me know if you do.

We were capturing the blackness of my hand in this photo...shooting bottle rockets without the bottle. :)

Who knew??

A year ago I didn't know this beautiful woman..and now I'm in her backyard blowing things/toys up with her husband. God is good!

Giffins + Me.

Nathan and I were the entertainment of the night....I had a ton of fun blowing things up at the Giffin house. I'm glad that I'm still alive to tell the story. I would have to say between the piece of homemade Mexican dynamite and shooting off bottle rockets in my hand made for an awesome night! Love being part of Torie's beautiful family.

Just us girls.

Delanie and I having fun on the 4th of July. She is not so much about the fireworks...they are loud, and dangerous ya know!

Have you done it?

Have you lived? Have you laughed? Have you loved?

Remember that life is short, tomorrow is not promised...

I find that I get caught up in trying to please people and worry about if they are happy..I need to get back to that place where I am happy.

Peace....peace.....peace.....as someone use to say to me.

Heart Walk 2010.

June 12th, 2010. Heart Walk at the Air Force Academy. I am doing what I can to help raise awareness and with the support of my family and friends we can do it!

Heart Walk 2010.

Here is part of our crew for the Heart Walk. The Franklunds didn't quite make it in time for the photo shoot....it could have been because they stopped by my house to get me pants. :) It was cold, rainy, and windy but we rocked the 5k. Who would have thought that June 12th would have been so yucky...47 degrees yikes! Nevertheless it was a good, quick walk for a great cause!

Priceless...

Another beautiful day in Colorado with a good friend hiking in Williams canyon....I am blessed!

Beautiful day for a hike.

Last Sunday I went hiking with Cynthia and her boys....and stopped to get a family shot. This is the best I could do..and I think it is adorable.

I think he is scared...

Wyatt must think we are going to be prosecuted or maybe he is gasping for air...or he is just being a boy!

Boys??

Do boys ever pose for a picture...I think they are always being weird. Walker, Wyatt and Cynthia at the top of Williams canyon. Nevermind the sign....

Being silly.

Maggie making faces in the car ride home. She is a smart little girl and the things she says always make me laugh.

What a good brother....

Jack after he had both of his fingers up his nose...I thought this picture did him more justice. He sacrifices everyday and he doesn't even know it by sitting in his sister's pink car seat. What a stud!

Ahhh...home.

How I miss the lakes of MN...but I do have the best of both worlds.

MN lakes and CO mountains, I'm a blessed girl!

Akiva is 6!

Celebrating Akiva's 6th birthday with him. Mighty Beanz were the way to go...oh and the Star Wars shirt. Trying to get a serious face outta him was impossible so we'll go with this. Love ya little guy!

Family.....

Taking the high road with this picture....see the statue behind us...well...this picture hides more than the other one I could be putting up...classy I know. Clifton, Jake and I doing dinner at Buca's.

He will be a good......

Jake and Amaria...such a cute picture I couldn't pass it up. He will be a good daddy someday.

So cute...

My cousin Clifton and his daughter Amaria at dinner. She was so cute whenever we posed for a picture she would put her arm around me....awwwww!

Dinner with Aunt Susuan..

Always glad to see my Aunt Susan. We all went out to Buca's for dinner, I had never been. It was good. Jake and Susan share the same birthday...Jake thinks that makes him special or something! :) Love you Aunt Susie!!

Grandma or Grocery?

Jake's car that he chauferred me around in for 2 days....I call it the grandma getter he says it's for groceries. It works..thanks little brother!

Cousins...

We had a blast running through the maze gardens...Demante beat us in both the kid and adult mazes.

The old cliche...

Take the time to stop and enjoy life around you, you never know when it will be the last time. Cherish, enjoy, laugh, love the time you have with family and friends!

Serene.

This is a place where I could sit and read all day long. So peaceful!

Fountain shot.

Shelby, Aunt Theresa, me, Jake, and Demante playing by the water fountain at the Arboretum.

Playing in the Japanese gardens.

Walking through the Japanese gardens..Damante was scared we/Jake was going to push him into the water. That sounds like something Jake would do... :)

Amazing..

The twig/stick structure behind me was put together by many people with lots of sticks..very cool! It is on display during the summer at the MN Aroboretum.

Twins Fans!

Damante and Jake hiding in the twig sculpture at the MN Arboretum.

Where does he get his height from??

Jake, Aunt Carol, and myself enjoying a picnic lunch in the backyard. Are we, meaning me, really that short?

My beautiful Mom!

Relaxing in Aunt Susie's backyard with Sharon, Carol and Jake. Good times and lots of laughs. Family is so important...they will always be there..remember that!!

A wonderful surprise.

Always taking time to see my family when I'm home. It was such a nice surprise to see my Aunt Sharon...it has been a while. We both have the same middle name..Sharon Beth and Sara Beth...coincidence??

A day at the beach.

Awww...Gull Lake at GVL's beach...brings back sooo many memories of my life in MN.

1. Babysitting at such a young age

2. Playing while mom was working

3. Soooo many nights as a teenager with friends

4. Play dates with friends and their kids

5. Being lazy and reading all day long

Silly me....

So, I didn't bring my suit back to MN with me..what was I thinking? I love swimming, but that didn't stop me from getting in the water to play with Brenna.

Warming up.

Angie and Brenna warming up after playing in the water. Brenna loves the water....she is very brave as well!

Long time friends....

Teri and I getting ready to crash after a great day together! I have to say she is the friend I have known the longest...we were in Kindergarten together. Now, we didn't really become friends till a little later in life but she has always been there for me. A friendship that has been through thick and thin and will always last! I love ya girl!!

New baby Grell.

My good friend Teri and I had an amazing day together..we went and saw Heather and her new little guy Jack. Andy is going to be a great big brother, I just know it! Have we done this before Teri?

Remembering....

Angie came with me to Mike's graduation....thank you for that...otherwise I would have been sitting all alone and bored! 15 years ago....I was the one graduating...wow where does time go? I don't feel that old...but I kind of feel old talking like this...awww!! :)

He did it!

Here's the beginning of something amazing!

Family shot...almost.

Mike's graduation....where's Jake?

So grown up....

My little brother Michael has graduated...my job is now done...or is it just beginning? We are 15 years apart and have gone on many adventures together in our time....sweet memories!

Love it!

I was cleaning up the dinner table and Kale and I turned around and saw this...now I don't think he would do this with his mama around but I couldn't pass up the opportunity to snap the shot..it was so cute! :)

Restaurant toys?

I went to lunch with Keri and the boys to an amazingly delicious place in Brainerd called E Squared. It was all fresh, organic food...so yummy! Keri forgot to bring toys for the boys to be entertained at the restaurant but they found gloves in the bag and had fun with that. These are my kinda kids....don't need anything fancy to have fun. :) Love you Kale and Leif!

Minnesota

A walk in the Arboretum...what a beautiful day!

The old car.

When I grew up this car used to be at the park my mom would take us to...it is now at the park in Nisswa...brings back many memories of my little brother Adam!

So cute..

Brenna actually took this picture of us...she did a pretty good job for a 4 year old!

Walk?

Angie really got her workout..carrying Brenna for 1/2 of the walk. :)

Arboretum...

We took Brenna to the Arboretum and walked around...I was showing her a bird house...sadly no one was home.

Crayons...

We were getting hungry...crayons were an option....thank goodness the pizza came soon.

Lemon anyone?

Brenna and Angie being silly at Rafferty's. She did not like the taste of lemon at all!

Bachelorette 2010!

Good food, friends and many, many laughs!